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So I had wondered a bit lately if audioblog actually does the RSS thing along with podcasting and it does! it's its own podcast server too. so I created one before, though atm I am trying to backdate my audio posts and can't figure out how to do it *grrr so will figure it out tomorrow. but anyway, the address to put into clients is:
http://rdfreak.audioblog.com/rss/rds_world.xml
so yeah just thought may as well get my money's worth, so am using both the blog and podcast options now! just hope I can figure out how to backdate my previous audio posts.
OK I was awake early this morning and full on dosed off and was totally wakened by dad at my door at 8.45. He didn't drive up the drive. anyway I observed that when I wake up naturally and get up of my own accord, I am very quick to wake up and feel normal however, if I am woken up by external factors I'd still feel sleepy for quite some time when I get up. I was just sitting on the couch yawning and stuff while dad toiletted and fed Heartly for me.
Oh and also I had been meaning to mention this but I forgot! On Wednesday I joined Tuesday topics quite late but got the huff and left after. It was one where they were talking about services in other countries, and the only other ones from Aus apart from me were g and A (from Queensland). so anyway P.E. said "we'll start with A and G, and tell us about the services in australia, and we also have another person from Australia in the background, rachel K so do chime in" bla bla. and I wondered then why he specifically had requested them to start. Then I thought, "yes I know. I sometimes am self-conscious about talking with all those people listening most of whom I don't know and it probably can be heard, but still. I've spoken on it fine previously and give me a go! I'm not the only one who talks like crap. a lot of others sound much worse than me" but I just shut my little angry thoughts up, and said to myself "just don't be so sensative" so I listened to G explain all about the services that QLD offer, and a chiming in occasionally. then he explained about the merger which I was going to attempt to do as I am from a state which is directly been involved in it, (yes, it sounds very immature and childish just writing it but it's how i was feeling) so anyway P then asked, .. um what was it? "we have an interesting name for Orientation instructors. what are they?" where G replied and joked that he didn't know of any that could be said in public, and then he launched into something else saying "I think we've covered everything" then I said out loud (not with my control key down) "stuff you's then" and I alt F4'd out of the server and went back to the Quay FM ventrilo server. I was actually pretty upset. i mean I guess I was having a depressing day as well and it always always makes me far far more sensative. but, every time it happens, it makes me feel so worthless, like I'm not good at anything and that no-body thinks my contributions are worth-while. And I'm always feeling like I'm saying the wrong thing so I just shouldn't talk and it's what everybody wants so get use to it.
anyway I was upset but I had gotten over it by the weekend!
Yeah again when I am feeling depressed about everything else, I am megga sensative!
Today was 23 C. Ang called and asked to take Heartly out for a picnic with her and her friends at the park. so she went as I wasn't going anywhere. and then she drove her back.
And I ended up getting a really dodgy meal from a home delivery pizza and pasta place. I was told by someone on the Melbourne community that taccobill delivered. at least the one in ForestHill doesn't! so ordered this instead from another phone number someone else gave me.
ah well! don't feel like talking about interests today! crazy huh?!
Dad's birthday tomorrow but he'll be going to Sydney!
Til Next time, RdFreak
http://rdfreak.audioblog.com/rss/rds_world.xml
so yeah just thought may as well get my money's worth, so am using both the blog and podcast options now! just hope I can figure out how to backdate my previous audio posts.
OK I was awake early this morning and full on dosed off and was totally wakened by dad at my door at 8.45. He didn't drive up the drive. anyway I observed that when I wake up naturally and get up of my own accord, I am very quick to wake up and feel normal however, if I am woken up by external factors I'd still feel sleepy for quite some time when I get up. I was just sitting on the couch yawning and stuff while dad toiletted and fed Heartly for me.
Oh and also I had been meaning to mention this but I forgot! On Wednesday I joined Tuesday topics quite late but got the huff and left after. It was one where they were talking about services in other countries, and the only other ones from Aus apart from me were g and A (from Queensland). so anyway P.E. said "we'll start with A and G, and tell us about the services in australia, and we also have another person from Australia in the background, rachel K so do chime in" bla bla. and I wondered then why he specifically had requested them to start. Then I thought, "yes I know. I sometimes am self-conscious about talking with all those people listening most of whom I don't know and it probably can be heard, but still. I've spoken on it fine previously and give me a go! I'm not the only one who talks like crap. a lot of others sound much worse than me" but I just shut my little angry thoughts up, and said to myself "just don't be so sensative" so I listened to G explain all about the services that QLD offer, and a chiming in occasionally. then he explained about the merger which I was going to attempt to do as I am from a state which is directly been involved in it, (yes, it sounds very immature and childish just writing it but it's how i was feeling) so anyway P then asked, .. um what was it? "we have an interesting name for Orientation instructors. what are they?" where G replied and joked that he didn't know of any that could be said in public, and then he launched into something else saying "I think we've covered everything" then I said out loud (not with my control key down) "stuff you's then" and I alt F4'd out of the server and went back to the Quay FM ventrilo server. I was actually pretty upset. i mean I guess I was having a depressing day as well and it always always makes me far far more sensative. but, every time it happens, it makes me feel so worthless, like I'm not good at anything and that no-body thinks my contributions are worth-while. And I'm always feeling like I'm saying the wrong thing so I just shouldn't talk and it's what everybody wants so get use to it.
anyway I was upset but I had gotten over it by the weekend!
Yeah again when I am feeling depressed about everything else, I am megga sensative!
Today was 23 C. Ang called and asked to take Heartly out for a picnic with her and her friends at the park. so she went as I wasn't going anywhere. and then she drove her back.
And I ended up getting a really dodgy meal from a home delivery pizza and pasta place. I was told by someone on the Melbourne community that taccobill delivered. at least the one in ForestHill doesn't! so ordered this instead from another phone number someone else gave me.
ah well! don't feel like talking about interests today! crazy huh?!
Dad's birthday tomorrow but he'll be going to Sydney!
Til Next time, RdFreak
