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Jan. 17th, 2007 05:31 pmWell, for most of the day, I have been in a pretty crappy mood. One could blame my stupidity in not taking a certain something! others could just blame me period. Sometimes People just irritate me! to no end! but ah well. so I haven't really chosen to call people back on skype today cos I don't think I'd be a very social person to chatter too.
But I was busy making calls this morning. I am prouder of this than most people will understand because, my social fobia/telephone nerves, whatever! I'm a lot better than I use to be. Heck, I would be in such a better position atm if I wasn't so frightened of people on the other end of a phone in the past. "They're there to help" so why should I feel so inadequate when I call up.
I have therefore mannaged to call L (from VTAC) about six times in these last two days, R at VA about six as well! .. this morning I called my new second home for the next four years (as it stands now) twice to see how possible it would be to transferr into the BA of arts with teaching, not Science. It's not easy, and I find out that stupid me got this as my third preference, and secondary arts was my fourth! dah! .. anyway at the moment primary teaching is really appealing to me so much more, so changing into secondary arts will distroy me if I don't change my mind. .. decisions! what I'll do though is just wait til I get the pack and read through the handbook. Environmental Science sounds good enough, but bio and chem? I am not sure how many Sciences are compulsory. but unlike what I thought yesterday, these don't enclude Psych.
the best thing I could hope for now is maybe getting my second preference next time around; though it's at ACU, it's straight primary teaching! I'm such a doof! why oh why didn't I change my preferences? I always have to do something wrong? (but then I've had enough negativity today, so let's try something different ... :) afterall, i did somehow mannage to get accepted ...)
I am loving the whole entire Melbourne population as they've been so helpful! yeah for LJ! .. no matter how frustrated I get, I feel touched when people are nice to me. .. ahem .. yes, I know I sound wrong!
I thought I'll call the DLO tomorrow once I had thought about my options a bit more. I also need to arrange some O & M for the first time in ages! Vision australia or guide dogs? I'll put it to my new followup person (who's coming Monday btw to introduce Heartly and I to a toilet harness upon my request), but, as I always say, I think I preferr VA cos they don't feel the need to emphasize their concentration on dog. dunno, will see about that.
Oh, apparently so many missed out on teaching. why did I get in? Deakin required the sTATs test which I did poorly on, or so I thought?!?!
til next time, RdFreak
But I was busy making calls this morning. I am prouder of this than most people will understand because, my social fobia/telephone nerves, whatever! I'm a lot better than I use to be. Heck, I would be in such a better position atm if I wasn't so frightened of people on the other end of a phone in the past. "They're there to help" so why should I feel so inadequate when I call up.
I have therefore mannaged to call L (from VTAC) about six times in these last two days, R at VA about six as well! .. this morning I called my new second home for the next four years (as it stands now) twice to see how possible it would be to transferr into the BA of arts with teaching, not Science. It's not easy, and I find out that stupid me got this as my third preference, and secondary arts was my fourth! dah! .. anyway at the moment primary teaching is really appealing to me so much more, so changing into secondary arts will distroy me if I don't change my mind. .. decisions! what I'll do though is just wait til I get the pack and read through the handbook. Environmental Science sounds good enough, but bio and chem? I am not sure how many Sciences are compulsory. but unlike what I thought yesterday, these don't enclude Psych.
the best thing I could hope for now is maybe getting my second preference next time around; though it's at ACU, it's straight primary teaching! I'm such a doof! why oh why didn't I change my preferences? I always have to do something wrong? (but then I've had enough negativity today, so let's try something different ... :) afterall, i did somehow mannage to get accepted ...)
I am loving the whole entire Melbourne population as they've been so helpful! yeah for LJ! .. no matter how frustrated I get, I feel touched when people are nice to me. .. ahem .. yes, I know I sound wrong!
I thought I'll call the DLO tomorrow once I had thought about my options a bit more. I also need to arrange some O & M for the first time in ages! Vision australia or guide dogs? I'll put it to my new followup person (who's coming Monday btw to introduce Heartly and I to a toilet harness upon my request), but, as I always say, I think I preferr VA cos they don't feel the need to emphasize their concentration on dog. dunno, will see about that.
Oh, apparently so many missed out on teaching. why did I get in? Deakin required the sTATs test which I did poorly on, or so I thought?!?!
til next time, RdFreak
