stressed

this will be short and sweet cos i really don't feel like writing.
I am stressed as I am not sure what to do about changing. I called teaching faculty again today and I can't take the sciences out (which I honestly thought couldn't be a problem), and can't change to primary teaching unless I apply for an irregular offer and they aren't even sure they will be taking them. so from where they stood today that's the only thing I can do. however, I'm hearing different things from friends and deakin students all the time. guess my best bet would be to enroll anyway and try and change from there. I hear once you are enrolled, it's easier to change. I'm ready to forget this again. but it'd be great if I can actually get into primary teaching now, cos I can actually see myself doing that. I dunno! why did I have to do this to myself? *grr .. I think I do something right, then . not!
til next time, RdFreak