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May. 28th, 2007 09:58 amWell, as can probably be assumed, i haven't really felt much inclined to write in here for a while! dunno, sometimes it's like that for a few days, but then I'll kinda bounce back!
last week was successful at work! did my early shifts for the four days, so more money in me pay this week; yeah yeah! :) .. last week RB was saying how he gets along with me well and loves working with me; I felt the same but as yet L doesn't agree with it! Lol I've told RB that I'd expect full time by next year though!
Didn't do a lot this weekend; just chilled and stuff! counting down the days; 42 now, but that is actually til I'm there. 41 til i leave! how cool! :) can't wait, especially as hopefully it's sorted OK.
yesterday and Saturday I have been adding a few more entries to memories and tagging them! I was looking at end of 04 and working through 2005. I am finally in the middle of tagging and adding locations to my american holiday! so that's kinda cool!
wow, end of 2004 and a bit beyond, it was like I became obsessed with talking about "friendship" and stuff! I was indeed going through a hard time back then with all that, and, I still am with certain people, but the difference now is, I don't let it affect me. I have been fortunate enough to make new friends since, and I have also let go of my former friends. For years, i was rightfully so hurt and angry with how these two just ended their friendship without even talking to me about the problems they had with me. but, if they want to be like that, it's not worth anything to me. I am better than that, and better than them, because, I will always use that simple little thing known as "communication" before I decide a friendship is not worth keeping for whatever reason, but ah well!
last night actually I stumbled across a comment from one of these people; FB; and reading it made me so angry all over again. but then i realized how I had not long ago concluded I was better off without him in my life anyway. Being blamed for something which he never spoke to me about is just pure bulltish and I am sad I wasted so much time over feeling so angry rightfully so. I guess the whole idea that we were friends for so long had meant nothing, but ah well!
Now I am enjoying him and Chris (for sure) and other negative people out of my life. Chris use to call up and have nothing to say and that use to weigh me down cos he wouldn't give up. So I am glad when I think I don't have to put up with it any more; for I had forgotten I had that in my life to deal with once!
so yeah for me, I have finally deleted all the negative people out my life for good, and am concentrating on my new friends, and hopefully a bright future, (cross fingers!) the work experience part has already started for me, which is definitely one of the positives in me life).
right, that's it! ..
C and M just called to arrange friday night. off for C's birthday at a restaurant at brenfence Square.
and thursday i am definitely off to that southerncross thing.
til next time, RdFreak
:edit: P.S. woops, forgot til i posted to mention that andrew won Friday night games. and Nick got evicted last night! :)
last week was successful at work! did my early shifts for the four days, so more money in me pay this week; yeah yeah! :) .. last week RB was saying how he gets along with me well and loves working with me; I felt the same but as yet L doesn't agree with it! Lol I've told RB that I'd expect full time by next year though!
Didn't do a lot this weekend; just chilled and stuff! counting down the days; 42 now, but that is actually til I'm there. 41 til i leave! how cool! :) can't wait, especially as hopefully it's sorted OK.
yesterday and Saturday I have been adding a few more entries to memories and tagging them! I was looking at end of 04 and working through 2005. I am finally in the middle of tagging and adding locations to my american holiday! so that's kinda cool!
wow, end of 2004 and a bit beyond, it was like I became obsessed with talking about "friendship" and stuff! I was indeed going through a hard time back then with all that, and, I still am with certain people, but the difference now is, I don't let it affect me. I have been fortunate enough to make new friends since, and I have also let go of my former friends. For years, i was rightfully so hurt and angry with how these two just ended their friendship without even talking to me about the problems they had with me. but, if they want to be like that, it's not worth anything to me. I am better than that, and better than them, because, I will always use that simple little thing known as "communication" before I decide a friendship is not worth keeping for whatever reason, but ah well!
last night actually I stumbled across a comment from one of these people; FB; and reading it made me so angry all over again. but then i realized how I had not long ago concluded I was better off without him in my life anyway. Being blamed for something which he never spoke to me about is just pure bulltish and I am sad I wasted so much time over feeling so angry rightfully so. I guess the whole idea that we were friends for so long had meant nothing, but ah well!
Now I am enjoying him and Chris (for sure) and other negative people out of my life. Chris use to call up and have nothing to say and that use to weigh me down cos he wouldn't give up. So I am glad when I think I don't have to put up with it any more; for I had forgotten I had that in my life to deal with once!
so yeah for me, I have finally deleted all the negative people out my life for good, and am concentrating on my new friends, and hopefully a bright future, (cross fingers!) the work experience part has already started for me, which is definitely one of the positives in me life).
right, that's it! ..
C and M just called to arrange friday night. off for C's birthday at a restaurant at brenfence Square.
and thursday i am definitely off to that southerncross thing.
til next time, RdFreak
:edit: P.S. woops, forgot til i posted to mention that andrew won Friday night games. and Nick got evicted last night! :)
