I'm feeling way too anxious!

So I booked Heartly into the vet Monday for tomorrow! After I'd made the call, plus this morning were the times I've been feeling most anxious; prob for no reason, but, *shudders* .. she's never had anesthetic before, she's an older dog! I'm sure she'll be fine, but I am just nervous! I will be so worried about her tomorrow while at work.
also knowing I've got at least a week of using my cane is sooo not helping me! I'm just as bad as my fellow GD users; I find it so hard (even a tad scarey) to go back to the cane! I feel so un-co and like everyone is watching me! -- yes, like it has been said, I'm only too aware I should be still using the cane regularily so I don't get out of practice, but the only time I do use the things is when I'm overseas!
so plan is, golden_sands and myself will walk her up to the vet at about 8 tomorrow morning, then, as she has to go to her course, we will both train in together and branch off at our places.
then tomorrow evening at about 6 (as i'm obviously swapping with RB to the late shift), Mum will meet me at the station and we'll drive to the vet, pick her up, then I'll go back to my place, and Heartly will go back with Mum.
the plan was for her to stay there, though I think I might take her back over the weekend, and we will still decide whether she'll stay here next week with M or at parents.
I'm anxious! she's past the time when she can eat! fasting from now on! poor pooch!
I don't think the lumps will be anything to worrry about, but as I use to say, better to be safe!
right, guess I should hop to the shower.
til next time, RdFreak