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Jun. 6th, 2004 09:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rdfreakha, ya gotta laugh, really ya do! Normally I hate hate fights with ppl and I can't handle them (mmm won't even mention that ST is still no talking to me. that really really really really really upsets me! oh, and did I mention how much that upsets me gosh damnit! -- some people *sigh* I think it's the fact of not realizing what "true love" is heh. oh well!) Yeah, so normally fights just affect me so much but AJ has decided to remain angry at me, and honestly I am such a bitch, but it just amuses me, especially considering I brought her and her boy together! ha ha ha! That's what ya get for introducing two friends! No wonder I hated the thought so much in the past!
Anyway yesterday I got on msn and she goes "hi" and I said "hi snob" back - as ya do, and yeah, she went on to tell me she thought I was a snob and she didn't like me playing games with her when I'd accused her of doing the same a few months ago. and I'm like in my head "no no no no no woh woh woh wait love. WTF???"??
me: Um, I don't remember accusing you of anything. Please will you be so kind as to refresh my memory?
A: The other month you were accusing me of spending more time with D and not you.
Me: Oh yeah that, I'd forgotten actually, and as for that "game" you think I'm playing with you. That was just a joke .. like ha ha hahaha!" (it was an internet prank about her love life - it sent all her answers to me instead of the "better luck" she thought answering those questions were going to bring her -- Lol yes that's it -- http://www.crush007.com was what got her mad!
Well yeah, she just couldn't handle that so she goes:
A: I never thought you would go that low. You were accusing me of playing games when I decided to spend more time with my boyfriend. Give me a break.
Me: OK sure, c ya :)
A: fine bye.
hahaha I love it i love it! I'm a bitch. She's the only one I can deal with giving me that. I don't care at all! I mean, she's the one who's lost out, not me! I feel in the upper hand with her, but I guess that's just one of those things with our friendship. It's not that I don't care if I hurt her. It's just that, well .. hard to explain .. just the way she is .. that I've always had to look out and look after her .. and now she's got a boyfriend, she becomes a little more confident ... Lol! ah it just makes me smile! (yeah I'm a bitch, OK, deal with it! Oh yeah, and if my warped sense-of-humour is too offensive .. deal with that too! I happen to love it and get a kick out of the fact that most of my friends do too!)
ha! it's all about becoming more confident!
Well well, ever since I have come across the "astralsociety" community and been a member of it, I've been fascinated. I've been reading http://www.astral-projection.org/
and a wonderful online book and it's all been amazing! I read the book intently Friday night and sooo wanted to try it! And I only dreamt about trying it, and though I did have my mind kinda on the way to trying it, I thought "well it's not like it's gunna happen first time round" so yesterday I was talking with the community and members from there, and I was busy looking up the subject with google, and I ended up downloading a "brain generator" and was pleased to learn how it worked since I did Psychology so fortunately am aware of what they're talking about when they refer to the "alpha, beta, delta" etc. brain waves. anyway this generator is expensive, but the previously mentioned site had, what I am assuming is the same product for a lot cheaper. I had attempted to order it, but am not sure if process went through so while i'm trying to get that sorted with the admin people, I downloaded the other one. and last night I had my headphones on and was having, what I knew to be two tones - but yeah different frequencies and my aim was to try and astral-project by meditating (as that's what it was meant to do) and I think it did relax me but I may have been to fearful to astral-project just yet. I dunno! I'm just wondering how soon it will happen for me! man! it's a very cool concept even though it's half fearful!
I'd never wanted to get into this stuff before, since I knew most other christians were not, but I since learnt otherwise, and I figure as such too. Afterall, it is a proven fact we only use 20% of our brains, so what is going on with the other 80%, or what *should be going on! ha! My aim is to start using all my brain power (yeah whatever! :) But God obviously had a good reason for us to be able to work out these abilities - some, because most are too scared to touch it -- not that I can talk as i'm not totally there yet! :)
So that is all new stuff for me. And the brain generator has all sorts of other functions - like removing headaches, stress, everything.
Nope I never thought I'd get into that meditation crap, and no I'm not! it's just to achieve one purpose which has been a fascination with me of late.
So yeah and stuff and that!
I finally finished my review for stories cultures, and I still have to complete that outcome for Public life and do that L2L essay (which was due Friday, but I got an extension and stuff so cool)
Oh yeah, and I'd meant to say this on friday but I didn't end up writing in here! I know how to use my Language Master, it's great stuff! but, it is sensered for "poor little innocent blindy ears" and I just hate that! I mean seriously, we seem to miss out on it all! I mean, So far, it doesn't have a clue about "FUCK", "SHIT", ... I mean like even though of course I know what they are, I just get angry at the fact that because these kind of blindy products are not mainstream, they have to take out the "less important"?? stuff! I dunno .. it does irritate me when I think of it like that.
But yeah, otherwise, fantastic! and it's going to be all the help for me! I so should hav
e had that at school growing up!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
Anyway yesterday I got on msn and she goes "hi" and I said "hi snob" back - as ya do, and yeah, she went on to tell me she thought I was a snob and she didn't like me playing games with her when I'd accused her of doing the same a few months ago. and I'm like in my head "no no no no no woh woh woh wait love. WTF???"??
me: Um, I don't remember accusing you of anything. Please will you be so kind as to refresh my memory?
A: The other month you were accusing me of spending more time with D and not you.
Me: Oh yeah that, I'd forgotten actually, and as for that "game" you think I'm playing with you. That was just a joke .. like ha ha hahaha!" (it was an internet prank about her love life - it sent all her answers to me instead of the "better luck" she thought answering those questions were going to bring her -- Lol yes that's it -- http://www.crush007.com was what got her mad!
Well yeah, she just couldn't handle that so she goes:
A: I never thought you would go that low. You were accusing me of playing games when I decided to spend more time with my boyfriend. Give me a break.
Me: OK sure, c ya :)
A: fine bye.
hahaha I love it i love it! I'm a bitch. She's the only one I can deal with giving me that. I don't care at all! I mean, she's the one who's lost out, not me! I feel in the upper hand with her, but I guess that's just one of those things with our friendship. It's not that I don't care if I hurt her. It's just that, well .. hard to explain .. just the way she is .. that I've always had to look out and look after her .. and now she's got a boyfriend, she becomes a little more confident ... Lol! ah it just makes me smile! (yeah I'm a bitch, OK, deal with it! Oh yeah, and if my warped sense-of-humour is too offensive .. deal with that too! I happen to love it and get a kick out of the fact that most of my friends do too!)
ha! it's all about becoming more confident!
Well well, ever since I have come across the "astralsociety" community and been a member of it, I've been fascinated. I've been reading http://www.astral-projection.org/
and a wonderful online book and it's all been amazing! I read the book intently Friday night and sooo wanted to try it! And I only dreamt about trying it, and though I did have my mind kinda on the way to trying it, I thought "well it's not like it's gunna happen first time round" so yesterday I was talking with the community and members from there, and I was busy looking up the subject with google, and I ended up downloading a "brain generator" and was pleased to learn how it worked since I did Psychology so fortunately am aware of what they're talking about when they refer to the "alpha, beta, delta" etc. brain waves. anyway this generator is expensive, but the previously mentioned site had, what I am assuming is the same product for a lot cheaper. I had attempted to order it, but am not sure if process went through so while i'm trying to get that sorted with the admin people, I downloaded the other one. and last night I had my headphones on and was having, what I knew to be two tones - but yeah different frequencies and my aim was to try and astral-project by meditating (as that's what it was meant to do) and I think it did relax me but I may have been to fearful to astral-project just yet. I dunno! I'm just wondering how soon it will happen for me! man! it's a very cool concept even though it's half fearful!
I'd never wanted to get into this stuff before, since I knew most other christians were not, but I since learnt otherwise, and I figure as such too. Afterall, it is a proven fact we only use 20% of our brains, so what is going on with the other 80%, or what *should be going on! ha! My aim is to start using all my brain power (yeah whatever! :) But God obviously had a good reason for us to be able to work out these abilities - some, because most are too scared to touch it -- not that I can talk as i'm not totally there yet! :)
So that is all new stuff for me. And the brain generator has all sorts of other functions - like removing headaches, stress, everything.
Nope I never thought I'd get into that meditation crap, and no I'm not! it's just to achieve one purpose which has been a fascination with me of late.
So yeah and stuff and that!
I finally finished my review for stories cultures, and I still have to complete that outcome for Public life and do that L2L essay (which was due Friday, but I got an extension and stuff so cool)
Oh yeah, and I'd meant to say this on friday but I didn't end up writing in here! I know how to use my Language Master, it's great stuff! but, it is sensered for "poor little innocent blindy ears" and I just hate that! I mean seriously, we seem to miss out on it all! I mean, So far, it doesn't have a clue about "FUCK", "SHIT", ... I mean like even though of course I know what they are, I just get angry at the fact that because these kind of blindy products are not mainstream, they have to take out the "less important"?? stuff! I dunno .. it does irritate me when I think of it like that.
But yeah, otherwise, fantastic! and it's going to be all the help for me! I so should hav
e had that at school growing up!
Til Next Time, RdFreak
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Date: 2004-06-06 10:08 pm (UTC)And yes, i have also read about the evil spirits but ya know .. it's a different world, so like this one, there'll be nasty ones, but from what I've read, they can't hurt ya too much! They are powerless most of them - as I've read in the book. Remember they are just ppl that have gone to heaven/next world. God is still the only powerful one and he'd let nothing happen.
But yeah I do strongly suggest you read as much as you can. I'm relying on Net sources at the moment. I haven't done it yet by the way.
But you sooo need to read that book by Robert (someone) from my previous entry. It kept me glued to the seat - so much so that i completely forgot about Mother and Son Friday night, doh! :)
<33 guys! :) And if you mannage to do it before me, and/or find anything else useful from the Net, do let me know! :)