Writer's Block: Oh no not I

[rdfreak]

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There is no easy answer for this; I've had to learn to get over so many breakups, and not only them, but unrequited loves as well, and all of them take me so so so so long!
But, I guess, having been together and broken up with the same person three times, one would think i'd be use to it by now; I think it did get easier but not much by any means.
During Time B (as we call our second attempt), I ate literally nothing that weekend, and 'that weekend" I speak of was apparently still just a break, as in, we hadn't actually totally broken up then, but we may as well have, because we totally broke up on the Sunday night anyway; I knew this, and I was just so upset, i ate nothing for the whole weekend; nothing at all. I listened to Summer Sisters by Judy Blume while curled up in bed like the whole weekend. -- guess it took me back to my younger innocent girly days while i tried to forget about guys.
So I guess after breakups, i've been known to keep to myself for a little while to take it all in, then i go mad wanting to catch up with my girlfriends all the time, etc.
I could say I eat more chocolate, but that'd be a lie as I eat heaps of chocolate anyway.
And I don't eat icecream.
-- Let's hope I don't have to break up with anyone again; not nice at all. :(

til Next Time, RdFreak
P.S. This is my 2301st entry; go me! :)

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[quirkofonic.livejournal.com]

Tough question, as I've not had all kinds of experience with relationships. The one I'm in now, which I intend to be for the rest of my life, is only my second really serious one. When my first serious one broke up, it was a very agreeable break-up, thank goodness. That being said, though, I've probably developed a thick hide because I've had to just deal with lots of disappointment in my life. Lots of times I had wanted to get together with people and somehow they would end up not being able to show up. This happened lots of times and I just had to keep all the disappointment to myself. I'll tell ya one thing, though. That first break-up, agreeable though it was, showed me what I did not want in the next person I had a relationship with. I came into that first relationship for the wrong reasons anyhow, mostly desperation I'm afraid. But when I came out of it, I started remaking my own point of view and personality, too, so I could see myself in a much better light than I did for the previous several decades.