OK I'm fine - all is right with the world?!

Well well, what did I say an hour before this new day begun?? "tomorrow will be a brand new day; no mistake in it!" and heck I was right!
I feel so much better now! Last night I was on the verge of losing it, (hence my name on msn changing to "RACHEL: Bad Hairday huh?!??) A few people copped it fair and square! The ones who didn't talk to me were probably actually quite smart (for that once :) anyway.
I have my period. :( actually I think it came yesterday but I couldn't be sure so didn't start my pill til today.
I am told it will take quite a few months before I hopefully see signs of improvement so just gotta be persistent. I may feel and look (hahaha) worse before better. so, um, watch out world! Lol! nah it's all good!
Yes so we all know I won't be coming a famous historian! hahaha! or history teacher!
nah but this morning I was thinking how my opportunities are endless - man a definite change of heart! I mean I not only have teaching and youth counselling, but acting - television and radio. well radio would be my last career choice out of all for me.
Yes. It's all peechy now!
Gee I'm crazy! I pity the poor person who will end up with me - maybe that's why everyone is staying away! hahahaha! ah no, I'll be lovin someone! :) lol!
But right now, I am learning a lot about myself which I didn't know. I thought I knew myself completely but, something had to change!
I am having M over today. He is coming this afo for a while.
Dad came and picked up Heartly today and has taken her home for the day/night. Will get her back tomorrow I guess. tomorrow is father's day and our family are going out with the relos to the Soccatel (excuse spelling). That should be good. Hope I'm home in time for our comittee meeting by phone for YBCV tomorrow night. If we had of thought I'm sure we wouldn't have made the meeting fathers day.
Well all for now; Til next time ... A completely refreshed RdFreak
Current mood: calm
current music: Vanessa Amorosi

This quiz from another journal

i am: me, myself and I
i think: Far too much!
i know: that I will get there in the end! (B positive!)
i want: health and peace for everyone
i have: a life so need to make the most of it!
i wish: I was perfect with no floors (but that is a bit much to expect of any human on this earth as we know)
i hate: crime
i miss:the painfree life as a child
i fear: death
i feel: reasonably calm right now, but know it won't last
i hear: trippletalk (my speech synth), myself typing on the keyboard, my computer fan and various kinds of birds - oh and just then - a car starting.
i smell: marshmellos (sitting right beside this keyboard.
i crave: chocolate (mmm may have to do somethin about that soon! :)
i search: for peace and happiness
i wonder: when
i regret: not trying during primary and secondary school, and putting in as much as I know I could have.
i ache: no-where right now - it is amazing - as I'm not as healthy as I use to be - can suffer from various pain in different places.
i long: For the old series of neighbours to come back.
i care: For my family and friends (even though I show it in funny ways sometimes)
i always: think of others before myself
i am not: giving up (even though sometimes it may seem that way)
i believe: in the power of music
i dance: all the time! :)
i sing: around my house when i'm happy
i cry: often but it feels good, (I am quite an emotional person)
i do not always: know the answer
i can not always: be happy
i fight: for no discrimination
i cherish: kind words
i write: children's stories, silly poetry and in my journal (just recently deciding to share with the world)
i work: hard - hasn't always been the case which is why I suffer now
i never: go anywhere without underware! :)
i confuse: everyone
i listen: to my friends and family and try and help
i owe: my friends and family
i am scared: of that first confrontation after I have been honest, from my heart
i need: security
i am happy about: feeling better about life today
i keep: past memories alive.
i expect: it will come back at me eventually
i should: learn to be happier with what I've got.