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Mar. 12th, 2005 11:34 amOK guess after last night I should quickly update. I just got up about 15 mins ago. man, that's really weird for me!
I'm going over to aprents tonight and I will bring the chocolate afterall so she can make marsbar slice for the final time (in a long while).
A and T have broken up. that's sad, but this world aint perfect! A and I seem to be getting along quite well though now.
Like I just said in an email to Glen, I am just conflicting with meself a bit right now cos it's like I love my friends to death and hate my enemies, and I don't usually hate. I don't, just am finding it hard to get over them, I guess especially someone like Mary who stuffed my academic life up for me! .. ah well, youth work will hopefully entail when I get back from the states. But for now I think I need to actually get out and do more productive things!
I get confused lately, don't know what I want, who I want, who I need, etc. It is clear that I am not stable but that's life and I'll get there!
So combination of not helping myself, really really dispising the way people have treated me lately! Constantly trying to do my best for people and show them I care, having got very very little back, even being dispised of myself in the end. but ah well! at least I know who my true friends are and I can work with them and not the rest!
It's funny, dear old eloquence crashing jaws when the words "CURE" with the "AEs" is used! Never heard anything like it! just from the other day when everyone started talking bout it Lol! talk about major bug, Lol! but it's OK for me now since I've had my Trippletalk working for a while again now! though I did have to laugh at myself last night. Just after i finished writing that entry I put it ovver to eloquence so I can read my friends page in bed (since i love reading lengthy txt with it) but, of course since I put myself on my friends page, I read over my entry, or, was about too and what happened, crashed my own Jaws! freak! :) Lol
Right am off to go have breakfast!
oh, forgot to include "Rachel's active countdown timer" yesterday, but the count was 107. today it's 106, wohooo! :)
Til Next time, RdFreak
I'm going over to aprents tonight and I will bring the chocolate afterall so she can make marsbar slice for the final time (in a long while).
A and T have broken up. that's sad, but this world aint perfect! A and I seem to be getting along quite well though now.
Like I just said in an email to Glen, I am just conflicting with meself a bit right now cos it's like I love my friends to death and hate my enemies, and I don't usually hate. I don't, just am finding it hard to get over them, I guess especially someone like Mary who stuffed my academic life up for me! .. ah well, youth work will hopefully entail when I get back from the states. But for now I think I need to actually get out and do more productive things!
I get confused lately, don't know what I want, who I want, who I need, etc. It is clear that I am not stable but that's life and I'll get there!
So combination of not helping myself, really really dispising the way people have treated me lately! Constantly trying to do my best for people and show them I care, having got very very little back, even being dispised of myself in the end. but ah well! at least I know who my true friends are and I can work with them and not the rest!
It's funny, dear old eloquence crashing jaws when the words "CURE" with the "AEs" is used! Never heard anything like it! just from the other day when everyone started talking bout it Lol! talk about major bug, Lol! but it's OK for me now since I've had my Trippletalk working for a while again now! though I did have to laugh at myself last night. Just after i finished writing that entry I put it ovver to eloquence so I can read my friends page in bed (since i love reading lengthy txt with it) but, of course since I put myself on my friends page, I read over my entry, or, was about too and what happened, crashed my own Jaws! freak! :) Lol
Right am off to go have breakfast!
oh, forgot to include "Rachel's active countdown timer" yesterday, but the count was 107. today it's 106, wohooo! :)
Til Next time, RdFreak
