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Mar. 15th, 2005 09:46 amwell here I am again on my freedombox where it unfortunately says I only have 20 days left of my free trial. but I am going to talk to them about packages. I just thought this morning I think i will maybe get two months worth after this to cover my US trip, mainly cos I am not sure when else I may benefit from it after that. so yeah think I will just cover meself when I'm in the US for now! .. just in case puters don't have speech. I'll have access to Freedombox and system access to act as my screne reader.
Well Well enough is enough. I am sick of feeling angry all the time, so last night it got down to the choices of staying off the net for a while (which I don't think could ever happen Lol :) or finding the bad guys and deleting them from my life and messengers, and so that's what I did. Didn't block them though. one and all are still free to talk if they are going to treat me how I deserve to be treated. but at least I will no longer be haunted by negative impacts to my life lately. I will also be having my zone account deleted as part of it has resulted in bad eggs/vibes from there, so "deleting everything" is what I am saying. Needless to say Mum and JH were life savers!
As for Mary, it will come! ha ha! OK last time I mention her! but ultimately as JH said to me, it's not going to stop me from my life. after US I will go back and do youth work and no-one will stop me! No-one will stop me from achieving in life except myself if I so desire.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
52girl just called me to see if I wanted to meet up today but I dunno if I could cos of Psych and the fact they were gunna be in the city in a few hours. maybe I should have. could think about it between now and then anyway. guess Mum could always drop me back to the station afterwoods. couldn't think too quickly! damn! may come to my senses and call back! :)
On Sunday I went to JHs' for a swim then I ended up going there for lunch and I had a great time! we certainly don't see each other as much any more! .. we move on though! .. but never apart! :)
103 days til US! :) I am certainly looking forward to a break! :)
Also UK Dan (or Harpness - as I call him now :) will probably be visiting next month when he's in Aus, so it will be awesome to meet another familiar long distance friend! :)
OK think I'll choof off for breakfast while I read my LJ page and think about what I should be perhaps doing today!
Thanks LJ! and Freedombox rules! :):) man I love it! Oh just found out that decktalk doesn't say "less than" IT SAYS "left angle bracket" hmmm I guess "greater than" will say ... > "right angle bracket" .. gee I'm good Lol hahaha! and decktalk laughs very funnily as well! hahahahahahahaha! Lol sounds like it's ran out of breath Lol hahahaha! yeah anyway cool and stuff!
Til Next time, RdFreak
Well Well enough is enough. I am sick of feeling angry all the time, so last night it got down to the choices of staying off the net for a while (which I don't think could ever happen Lol :) or finding the bad guys and deleting them from my life and messengers, and so that's what I did. Didn't block them though. one and all are still free to talk if they are going to treat me how I deserve to be treated. but at least I will no longer be haunted by negative impacts to my life lately. I will also be having my zone account deleted as part of it has resulted in bad eggs/vibes from there, so "deleting everything" is what I am saying. Needless to say Mum and JH were life savers!
As for Mary, it will come! ha ha! OK last time I mention her! but ultimately as JH said to me, it's not going to stop me from my life. after US I will go back and do youth work and no-one will stop me! No-one will stop me from achieving in life except myself if I so desire.
52girl just called me to see if I wanted to meet up today but I dunno if I could cos of Psych and the fact they were gunna be in the city in a few hours. maybe I should have. could think about it between now and then anyway. guess Mum could always drop me back to the station afterwoods. couldn't think too quickly! damn! may come to my senses and call back! :) On Sunday I went to JHs' for a swim then I ended up going there for lunch and I had a great time! we certainly don't see each other as much any more! .. we move on though! .. but never apart! :)
103 days til US! :) I am certainly looking forward to a break! :)
Also UK Dan (or Harpness - as I call him now :) will probably be visiting next month when he's in Aus, so it will be awesome to meet another familiar long distance friend! :)
OK think I'll choof off for breakfast while I read my LJ page and think about what I should be perhaps doing today!
Thanks LJ! and Freedombox rules! :):) man I love it! Oh just found out that decktalk doesn't say "less than" IT SAYS "left angle bracket" hmmm I guess "greater than" will say ... > "right angle bracket" .. gee I'm good Lol hahaha! and decktalk laughs very funnily as well! hahahahahahahaha! Lol sounds like it's ran out of breath Lol hahahaha! yeah anyway cool and stuff!
Til Next time, RdFreak
