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Nov. 3rd, 2006 06:20 pmWell today is one of these days I just want to be over. at least hopefully tomorrow will be a brighter day. I dunno .. everything and everyone just annoyed me! *grrr
I'm shocking. I do need to take my new meds too but! I dunno .. people are just so unfair!
anyway I guess I'm over the worst of it now. Just kept thinking no-body cared today; just felt so alone all day!
course doesn't help that I nothing to do atm.
I listened to the first broadcast of zone icon today which was really good. I was impressed with the professionalism, and as I said to KC8 before, I was so glad it wasn't a popularity contest (like I had wondered about, being the zone and all. There'd been certainly a lot of contraversy on the boards surrounding the fact, but I didn't participate, just to clarify some mean spiritted individuals.) Anyway, it certainly was not a popularity thing at all. was very genuwine and all those in top 10 deserved their place.
it did reitterate my wishing I had entered, (I was considering it when it closed). Fact: I am constantly singing now, and if hearing myself is to go anything by, I feel I have mastered a technique that I hadn't ever before. I enjoy it though, and I guess it would have proved my theory could be correct, whether I get along with all the judges or not!
Sometimes I still feel annoyed that I'm no longer CL especially when I think of how unfair it was that, apparently there was this vote between two dodgy people, but one of them has gone anyway. now. And the other, well. .. Anyway that's a tad what I was feeling today too but i'm mostly good about that.
I just fail to understand some people.
ah well, happy happy joy joy!
oh, main reason I thought I'd write, C just called, and I had told him why I was annoyed and he apologized and said he hadn't meant it like that and that he was joking? I told him it wasn't how it came across, so as long as he apologized how it came across.
til next time, RdFreak
I'm shocking. I do need to take my new meds too but! I dunno .. people are just so unfair!
anyway I guess I'm over the worst of it now. Just kept thinking no-body cared today; just felt so alone all day!
course doesn't help that I nothing to do atm.
I listened to the first broadcast of zone icon today which was really good. I was impressed with the professionalism, and as I said to KC8 before, I was so glad it wasn't a popularity contest (like I had wondered about, being the zone and all. There'd been certainly a lot of contraversy on the boards surrounding the fact, but I didn't participate, just to clarify some mean spiritted individuals.) Anyway, it certainly was not a popularity thing at all. was very genuwine and all those in top 10 deserved their place.
it did reitterate my wishing I had entered, (I was considering it when it closed). Fact: I am constantly singing now, and if hearing myself is to go anything by, I feel I have mastered a technique that I hadn't ever before. I enjoy it though, and I guess it would have proved my theory could be correct, whether I get along with all the judges or not!
Sometimes I still feel annoyed that I'm no longer CL especially when I think of how unfair it was that, apparently there was this vote between two dodgy people, but one of them has gone anyway. now. And the other, well. .. Anyway that's a tad what I was feeling today too but i'm mostly good about that.
I just fail to understand some people.
ah well, happy happy joy joy!
oh, main reason I thought I'd write, C just called, and I had told him why I was annoyed and he apologized and said he hadn't meant it like that and that he was joking? I told him it wasn't how it came across, so as long as he apologized how it came across.
til next time, RdFreak
